A Song Called Shudder
This week in the PEN Poetry Series, guest editor C.D. Wright features a poem by Joshua Marie Wilkinson. About Wilkinson’s work, she writes: “Joshua Marie Wilkinson now lives in Tucson. His online monthly journal of poetics, Evening Will Come, has now become part of The Volta, of which The Pleistocene, an audio interview column, is also a part of; The Volta includes poemfilms, and everything else you can zip under one tarp, co-edited by Wilkinson and Afton Wilky. He has been writing since he held his first crayon. More recent titles include The Courier’s Archive and Hymnal (Sidebrow Books, 2014), Swamp Isthmus (Black Ocean 2013),Selenography, with polaroids by Tim Rutili (Sidebrow Books, 2010), The Book of Whispering in the Projection Booth (Tupelo Press, 2008) and Figures for a Darkroom Voice with Noah Eli Gordon and Noah Saterstrom (Tarpaulin Sky, 2007). There is considerably more but I mean, how much can you write or read for that matter. The titles alone suggest his cinematic and archival inclinations. He was born in Seattle. I don’t know if it matters to him whether he is in a rainforest or the desert. One has a feeling he is utterly adaptable. He writes, he teaches, he edits, he collaborates. And if I may, he is given to genuineness. The excerpt below comes from the manuscript Shimoda’s Tavern (with nods to two contemporaries in the title).”
A Song Called Shudder
Flask of nitrous & the nurse’s
Sidle up to me I want
to envision what I can to pull it within reach.
You like poison?
Say I do.
Would you like to come over tonight?
Indeed, how I would.
So what’s ornament’s seam
to the price of production?
Until starlight drinks up
enough shadow that—
Is this the way you wanted to find out
the limits of what you convinced them
you’d long mastered?
The pain of discovering
what’s unkillable in the surface
is borne out in teeming
& captioned with fire
slung with caterpillars slowing it
to a peaceful set of lies called living.
A man wants inside a lake.
A man wants inside the coin of desire—
What do we wish would begin to glow?
Your song is a willed deprivation, a
sense of tomorrowland blinkering
you through to a junction of apologetic means.
You see the night has eyes for
what you assumed you
wouldn’t get lost in
the vehicles of a hidden elegy
in expectant blood—
What gets known from beyond
& has a look inside us.
(You haven’t even figured out
how to cough into your sleeve.)
So, what’s the latch we’re listening for?
The fire’s on & I dreamt it engulfed
the branches of the mesquite.
& that it joined the Wallow Fire?
No, just the slovenly easement.
Who could be friends with
an elevated desert such as this?
Who could call it alone & know it unharmed?
Whose passions but your own startled you
yelling up to a window at night
for a love to come to the glass
& down the stairs?
But who was the boy
with a trapdoor in his eye?
& did the crumbs show the courier
where went a friend?
Yes but she says, steady now
with what animals you sojourn with.
A ghost on the plane
is no threat apparently
dead as we are to the looks
& visages of those
scattered about us.
The moonlight drapes a field.
The field drapes the memory:
we were kissing
& crying at the passenger drop-off
at the shitty little airport
in the black snow.
So what did the animals
drag on into the fold?
What motion detecting
devices popped on exactly
& what could they thus detect?
What were the messenger’s messages?
Then what did she carry?
Can you not keep from asking?
But, what stops you?
The woods, she says.
What begins you then?
The woods, motherfucker.
She says, I wanted a loose tooth
to suckle the day through—
What’s pain but customizing yourself.
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